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Piano
chapter 1

I learned how to play for you. No one really noticed. They thought I was trying to find a positive outlet to "express my grief". I only did it because I needed to be close to you once again. After what happened... after you left me. I couldn't... no... I still can't handle anything around me.

Nothing would be the same.

Do you even know how much I loved you? How much I need to clutch onto you once more, to know you still love me back. But you won't let me touch you, you can't let me touch you.

That's why I started to play. It wasn't hard to find a piano that some rich bitch didn't want and just threw it away with no second thought. I played on the ivory keys, klunking around with my thick fingers trying to learn how to play with six fingers when most compositions need ten. I've managed though... I can play.

So I brought it here. Where we had the most loving times together in hopes you'll hear me.

Can you hear me?

Leo says I need to come to terms with what happened. How you yelled at me and shoved me out of our room with my pillow... realize my place isn't at your bed side any more but somewhere else where the sleeping space is always too big and cold even if it's just a hammock. He's constantly locking me out of our- your... your room. He acts like he's your lover now, but he's not, just an over protective big brother.

Do you remember that time when we went out together? We went to rent some movies. We had such a good time. Then I had to say something stupid. The way I said it was worse. The fun stopped. Cut itself short, aborted like a child that just wanted to live. You wouldn't let me touch you for days after that. You didn't talk to me directly... or... even look at me.

Why did I have to say it? Why did I have to do something that dumb?

tbc...

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TMNTbaby515's avatar
This is really good. :cries: It's so sad :(

Great work though :)